Tea Time Adventures

Valentine's Day

Thu, 14 Feb 2013 23:21:00 -0500

I got dinner alone today. The fact that I didn’t have a personal date didn’t matter much. Single today is no different than single any other. For that sheer fact, I had dedicated this day to plans with my circle of friends though, we were all separated: some by timing, some by own personal dates, and some by other priorities, all of which were understandable. However, for some matters, a lot of which were inexcusable, such a gathering for those able became an impossibility.

Everyone was too full of their own pursuits to sacrifice what small substance of time they had possible to pour into a glass we were once able to fill altogether.

And though I try my best to keep my bonds as equal and as least negative as possible, this leads me to conclude that a majority will end up leaving each other and in turn leaving me. My bonds that were once able to bring us together are finally showing signs of dwindling. It seems I can’t keep together those have begun to lose the will to come together anymore and it’s never been up to me to change them.

And it seems my hate in myself to maintain what won’t want to is slowly growing day by day.

And though a significant other was the least to cross my mind in this day today, these experiences have led to believe that all I want, all I need in this life that I lead alone, is just one person who I know will be there. And that person, whoever that may be, will know that’s all I ever wanted: to be there for someone who wanted to be here.

Happy Valentine’s Day.

calvinklein: Matt Terry on set for the Calvin Klein Concept...

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 04:34:34 -0500

calvinklein:

Matt Terry on set for the Calvin Klein Concept photo shoot.

How it Pertains (to me)

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 04:33:00 -0500

I’d like us to be close,
But I ~~don’t~~ have the time.
I want to learn about
You and Your life—what
You did and failed to do,
all your dreams that never came true
But You won’t have the time.

i’m $0 sad.

Sex? That's my middle name.

Fri, 07 Dec 2012 05:24:11 -0500

To my dearest Alejandro. LOL. SUCKS, NIGGA YOU MISSED THE BEST...

Thu, 04 Oct 2012 21:53:45 -0400

To my dearest Alejandro.

LOL.

SUCKS, NIGGA YOU MISSED THE BEST DINNER.

First all nighter! Me and Peter are rockstars at 4:00 am in the...

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 10:09:45 -0400

First all nighter! Me and Peter are rockstars at 4:00 am in the morning! Need to get our stomachs pumped soon! Rockstars never sleep! (Taken with Instagram at Parkside Commons Building M)

calvinklein: Line Up. Touch Up. Korea, May 2012

Fri, 28 Sep 2012 20:29:53 -0400

calvinklein:

Line Up. Touch Up. Korea, May 2012

Yesyesyesyyyesyes

Fri, 28 Sep 2012 20:18:21 -0400

Yesyesyesyyyesyes

Crude and vulgar. Best shit ever. Courtesy of Alejandro <3

Fri, 28 Sep 2012 20:18:00 -0400

Crude and vulgar. Best shit ever.

Courtesy of Alejandro <3